you know... im totally very stressed ok. got very very mixed feelings.

todays game was okok. miss chng said if we play like that, we're like gonna be fourth in the top 4. not good. wenqi's grandad passed away. bless him. she had to go for his cremation today. she arrived at like the middle of the first quarter. and then the wd fell down. that was totally not my fault. so then umpire ask to hold time.

so right. miss chng ask us to swop to normal main seven. bea was playing GA. so she was quite glad i guess, when wenqi took back her bib. it was very nice of wenqi to come join us you know.

anyway. st.margs loss to ijtp. was kinda shocked actually. that was after i realised that naomi wasn't playing. i think she sprained her ankle or sumting. hope shes better.i guess st.margs played quite well. feel sorry for them. i was like wondering during the game if we lost to bukit panjang will st.margs get a chance to be in? like after the triange. but i guess it was kind of betraying raffles if i did that. so. whatever.

visited juniors yesterday. wanted to leave at 2pm. then stayed till 430++. i used my whole weeks allowance to get me around. sigh. too bad. but i guess it'll be worth it if juniors will be more commited. two main players didn't show up for their game on monday. was apalled. so was miss seng. wrote like long letters to them. lucia and cherie too.

i was just thinking about how easy for me to forget like past grieves after one day. u know yesterday i was quite pissed at someone. i even cried u know. but iguess it wasn't really the person's fault. i mean i hope it wasn't.

so anyway i was like thinking that how i was gonna live with u know, disliking that person. but i guess i soon got over it the next morning. so i guess thats how important a good nights rest for me is.

..ok.

im posting again cos i really have nothing to do. ok fine. have la. but its like dun want to do it aka too boring.

so anyway tomoro i think we're celebrating miss chng's birthday. so going for training 15mins earlier. and then not visiting juniors tomoro cos like no time to even talkt o them or anything. then i cna't visit tomoro tomoro cos got match with bukit panjang. oh. and i seirously have to finish philo pt by tomoro or else im dead. literaly.

anyway. i thot of wad to buy for cherie. but im telling u its veri nice and veri ex. nvm. anyway im not even sure i have time to pass it to her. or even tha money to buy it. its like more than my one week allowance!.

anyway hopefully training tomoro isn't so tough cos i really nid to finish my philo pt. scared im too tired to finish it. for tunately theres no tuitiont tomoro. yay.

O MI GOSH. miss seng just told me bout the juniors... i can't belief cheryl lee dind't tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 main players didn't show up for game k. fortunately match postponed. score was 10-10. against bendemeer...oh gosh... come on juniors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't believe dis. oh gosh. seriously... this is game!!!!! match !!!!!!!!!!!...gosh im gonna faint.

seriously. its like second round!!!!!!! and only the first game of second round they never come. finals they dun come seriously they are gonna get it from me lor. then wouldn't all the trainings be wasted????? ok. im thinking bout visiting them tomoro. seriously. worst. im gonna write a letter.

sigh..

u know today i woke up like late. no actually i woke up at like 5.36am. so then fine. i kept awake for a while. then i went back to sleep. then i woke up and i realise it was 9.27am!!!!!! can u believe that?? gosh im glad theres no school today. but i was like so late. cos lifang say suppose to go toa payoh at 940am. cool.

so anyway i manage to reach there by like 9.50. not bad right?? so everything wa sok..bla bla bla. mass dance was ok. theres only this one part i dont get.
i seem to be quite slow at that point. or everyone else seems to be faster =)